Oh… my… word…..

I’ve desided to go on the plunge and try and stop smoking.    Just all of a sudden , almost like the idea to get my drivers licence  i just went   “Fuck it  im going to quit”      This was  almost 48 hours ago,    I had 1 pack left and  smoked till bed time  then layed them down  I hope forever.

4am Wendsday Morning  1/28 was my last smoke as of now.

I did go out and buy some Nicotine gum, it says to chew 9-12 a day,  HOLY CRAP!  9-12 a day? Are they fucken crazy?  With as much as that gum costs im finding it hard to chew 4 peices a day! HAHA.    Some of that stuff is  $75 for a box fo 40.     I found a box of 40 for $25  same price as a carton of smokes.   In 2 days ive had 10 peices   and  am now to a point where  im fighting just the nicotine not the smoking.

Nicotine withdraw if a funny feeling.  I can only describe it as this.  Its not painful, its the same feeling I used to get 10 years ago when I first started getting high ,   my hole body tingles and everything is real intence to where my fingers and toes curl up.  But  I noticed today   things did smeel a little better then normal….     but thats about it so far.   What do you expect after only 48hours?

I can’t wait for my taste to fully open up,  perhaps i’ll hate some of the stuff i used to like. Who knows right?  I did notice my mouth dont taste as nasty  in the mornings  ,  it used to make me want to gag ,  now   my mouth tastes like a mouth LOL.
Perhaps i’ll write more    right now  i feel a tweek session coming on……..